Sophie.Q's Life

You have set me among those who are defeated ,

I know it is not for me to win , nor to leave the game .

I shall plunge into the pool although but to sink to

the bottom .

I shall play the game of my undoing .

I shall stake all I have and when I lose my last penny

I shall stake myself , and then I think I shall have won

through my utter defeat .

譯

你已經把我放進那些失敗者的行列。

我曉得我既不能勝利，也不能離開這遊戲。

我將投入池塘，儘管只有下沉到水底。

我將玩耍那使我毀滅的遊戲。

我將賭上我所有的一切，

當我將最後那一點兒也輸光，

我將賭上我自己，

那麼，我認為我將借我完全失敗而勝利。

2014.11.25